Are we ever grown ups? Do you remember being a child and thinking your parents were grown up? Do you reach a certain age and then you are a grown up? I guess I should outline my problem....I am not sure I am grown up yet? I am 34 years old. I am married. I have 3 daughters. I have a good job. Does any of this make me grown up. I don't feel grown up...I don't feel finished. I still have goals. I am back in school working on two bachelor's degrees. After I finish those, I will be moving on to a Master's Degree. These goals of mine may take a long time to finish. I think this makes me unfinished. I may not grow up until I am over 40. Oh Gosh- 40 seriously...that's only 6 years away...well really 5 years and 4 months.
Small heart attack just occurred. I was just wondering does anyone else feel like that haven't grown up yet? When I was a child I pictured my parents as grown up...now that I am that age I still have questions. I am still figuring out how to navigate through life. How to make the best decisions for my children, my family, and myself. I am not sure I want to be grown up....I am pretty happy in my current state. My current state is still a transformation that is taking place, I guess you could say I am evolving. Who know what I will be when I grow up. I plan on moving up and on to better places. I want to make my mark in this world and leave a lasting impression on all the people I know.